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| Adios Tblog |
| 05.09.05 (12:43 pm) [edit] |
That's right.
Not only am I leaving Tblog.
But I have succumbed to the trendy blogging spot called Livejournal.
I believe I'll have more people read what I have to say due to the Friends feature they have.
So far, I have two friends. My mom always told me I was cool.
So. Buttons.
Here is where you can read my thinks from now on.
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| cdtf ma |
| 05.05.05 (6:54 pm) [edit] |
contortions of a mechanical horse
distortion over a fantastic chord
tripping galloping blasting escapades
for twenty five cents.
make sence? not to me...
and there's nothing you can do to make me get on that thing!
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| dental work |
| 04.26.05 (6:58 pm) [edit] |
Why is it every time I go to the dentist they tell me to brush my teeth a different way?
Today I learned a method of tooth brushing that blew my mind! It's like, not so much brushing but applying your brush to your tooth with bristles touching the rim of your gum and vibrating it gently! I wonder how many people actualy brush their teeth properly? I was still doing the old circle circle circle technique, and now i have a receeding gum on one tooth! I also have a small hole that could become a cavity so i need to get it filled up. Shots in the gum, horray! I wonder if I can request the gas?
I also wonder if dental hygenists are taught to wear alot of mascara...
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| im a pixie too! |
| 04.26.05 (6:38 pm) [edit] |
You're a Pixie!
Pixies are petite, vibrant fairies, full of life and cheer. They live anywhere flowers bloom and delight in song and dance. They are mischievous creatures and play tricks on humans from time to time, but they're harmless and generally mean well.
To take this test yourself go here.
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| I'm a girl! |
| 04.24.05 (9:47 pm) [edit] |
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| dada vs. the renaissance |
| 04.21.05 (6:44 am) [edit] |
Mona's Asphixiation on a Dadaist Defication
91% for taking a dump on the most famous painting in history. :D
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| joy for the webbies |
| 04.20.05 (11:06 pm) [edit] |
It's a late (early) one tonight (this morning) but I have some serious joy to spread over the internet at this moment.
I spent my frist 4/20 without smoking pot in 7-8 years and I would have to say it was the best 4/20 in my life. Had my final exam in computer graphics, went pretty well, good points are deserved i believe. But that isn't close to why i'm so happy, I also had a full night of live music feturing the local bands the statues and varge a few bands from the west coast, the doers and run chico run and a band from toronto called a northern chorus, I kinda tired so I wont review them all like i planned to but I will say that run chico run is one of the coolest bands I have ever seen, varge playing a wicked performance themselves.
But the two things that made me extreemly happy in order of appearance, my art history teacher gave me an A on my dada vs. the renaissance project, even made a remix of my art to put my grade on it. To top all this happyness off, Emily wrote a super sweet blog about how much she loves me tonight and I can't wait to see her tomorrow so I can give her the biggest kiss of her life!
Stay tuned, I'll review the bands I saw today and post my dada project for you guys tomorrow, now I sleep im fugging tieyurd!
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| whatsyosiiiign baby? |
| 04.19.05 (6:25 am) [edit] |
I put white hot chocolate in my coffee this morning,I recommend it for it is a whitener AND a sweetener in one!
Thanks Emily :P
Happy Garlic day, everyone!
Daily Overview for April 19, 2005
Provided by Astrology.com Daily Extended Forecast
Quickie:
You've got skills you can use to help out a needy pal. Do so at once.
Overview:
Here's the good news: You'll be so focused on one particular person for the next month that nothing else will seem to matter much. The bad news? There isn't any -- they'll be feeling the same way.
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| Top 35 albums |
| 04.18.05 (6:36 pm) [edit] |
Mark Prindle is collecting his readers 73 favorite albums to compile a top 100 list of his readers favorites. Seeing how I'm a big fan of his writing, sometimes, and his opinions, sometimes, so I wanted to throw in my list. Problem was I couldn't think of 73 albums I thought worth of being called favorites. I came up with 35, here they are!
Aphex Twin - Richard D. James Album
Bloodhound Gang - One Fierce Beer Coaster
Devo - Q: Are We Not Men? A: We Are Devo!
Elfman, Danny - Beetlejuice
Explosions In The Sky - The Earth Is Not A Cold Dead Place
Faith No More - Angel Dust
Faith No More - King For A Day, Fool For A Life Time
Fantomas - Fantomas
Faxed Head - Chiropractic
Faxed Head - Exhumed at Birth
Fishbone - The Psychotic Friends Nuttwerx
Green Jelly - Cereal Killer Soundtrack
Hella - The Devil Isn't Red
Herrmann, Bernard - The Day The Earth Stood Still
Lighting Bolt - Wonderful Rainbow
Locust - Flight Of The Wounded Locust
Locust- Plague Soundscapes
MC Chris - Knowing Is Half The Hassle
Mr. Bungle - Mr. Bungle
Mr. Bungle - Disco Volante
Mr. Bungle - California
Primus - Tales From The Punch Bowl
Radiohead - Kid A
Renaldo And The Loaf - Elbow Is Taboo
Residents - Mark Of The Mole
Secret Chiefs 3- The First Grand Constitution And Bylaws
Secret Chiefs 3- The Second Grand Constitution And Bylaws
Secret Chiefs 3 - Book M
Secret Chiefs 3 - Book Of Horizons
Sleepytime Gorilla Museum - Of Natural History
Tomahawk - Tomahawk
Tom Waits - Rain Dogs
Tool - Ænima
Trevor Dunn's Trio Convulsant - Sister Phantom Owl Fish
Ween - Pure Guava
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| Why not, Max? |
| 04.18.05 (10:33 am) [edit] |
A couple months ago, I decided I didn't want to smoke pot anymore. I realised that it consumed too much of my life and my life consumed too much of it. Pot is a wonderful gift mother nature gave us, it's a fantastic medecin. Drugs in general are a wonderful tool we have for opening up our consiousness as well as a social lubricant, I regard them as being sacred, some more than others. I felt I needed to leave canabis for a while in order to grow up.
Since I was 13, I have been a habitual user of canabis. For long periods of time I smoked it every day, several times a day. At school, at home and with friends. I had no friends that didn't smoke pot and I hung out with some people that I didn't really like just so I could get high. Dave Chappelle said it best when he said he found himself hanging out with Klan members so he could smoke some weed. I don't think I startyed for the wrong reasons, I just wanted to know what it was like to have a different brain. I wasa smart kid, i'd say but those who I were hanging out with probably didn't smoke it for the same reasons so I got caught up in making as far away from sobriety as possible.
I felt like I needed weed to keep myself sane. I don't know why, I guess I just wasn't comfortable with my crazy brain. I like my brain now and I don't feel like escaping it, I need to use it for its full capacity. I hope it's not too late.
Weed itself doesn't make you stupid and unmotivated, you do that to yourself by giving in and wanting nothing but getting high. Thankfully, I have more interests in life. To those out there who have nothing but marijuana and would like an alternative, the key is get a hobbie! You just need to focus and apply yourself to something more constructive.
I'm not tottaly sure I quit weed for ever. I would like weed to become a sacred ritual, this is how i feel about mushrooms and salvia, which I would never take advantage of because I feel they are powerful tools with alot to teach me. The weed has taught me some things, allowed me to think about things in a different way, like getting a second opinion from yourself. I think i have smoked enough weed to be able to do that by myself now so I don't need it.
I do miss the social aspects of weed. How it brought good friends together, I wish I were comfortable with smoking weed so I could smoke a joint with Emily. As much as I know that would be a great experience, I still need to live weedless for a bit because I still feel like i'm under the weed spell. But don't worry Emily, well get high together one day even though I feel kinda stupid about it right now. So many people out there smoking weed for the wrong reasons wondering why it isn't legal.
It's because nobody wants a whole world of lazy wastes of skin like you!
I hope this answers your question. I don't really have a one line answer for this. Bascially, I want to see what life is like without it and I want to make it a sacred ritual to share with friends.
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| Todays lesson |
| 04.15.05 (6:37 pm) [edit] |
I went on a journey today, a journey with a friend called salvia divinorum.
I couldn't help but to be overwellmed by religious and/or spiritual visions and lessons.
I started off my journey by packing a banana, figs and some water and walked where ever my instinct carried me. Which led me to a hill by Kathleen street where i ended up sitting on rock. I sat down and meditated to become familiar with my surroundings. A few crows were around KAWing and stuff. While I had my eyes closed I heard a rustling so I opened them and saw a bunny running along! I will look into the sybolic significance of rabbits later but I assumed it was a sign of good luck, even though his feet were still attatched and not on keychains. After meditating to the point where i was nice and relaxed I stared to smoke my salvia, it was kind of complicated due to the wind and my bowl being small. I puffed and puffed away, waiting between bowls to feel the effects and in walked my teacher...
The truth is right in front of you! And other miscellanious visions
The most important lesson, I descided to stop studying religious ideas and texts put forth from those of the past. I was told by my thoughts to start studying the world around me to find out the secrets about life that bother me. Sure some have put more thought into it and have written down their findings. I think it's a good idea, perhaps this is just something I should do for now, ideas I have put inside my mind are clouding things which are right infront of my eyes.
The image of the illuminatis all seeing eye popped into my head. And I thought of the pyramids of egypt and the possibility of god manifesting himself over the greatest pyramid in the near future. But i'm not putting too much thought into that as it involves the idea the god is this one being that will one day reveal itself. I may have stated this in an earlier journal but for reference, I don't like beliefs and holding on to them very much and am sad that so many people limit their ideas to one single book when there are so many ideas out there, let alone what we have around us.
I was being watched
I also had a vision of a woman sitting down watching me. I wish I had a better way of describing her than she looked like the virgin mary. I don't know what she really looked like. I don't know if she existed... I was told that salvia is inhabited by a spirit(kinda like that How High movie but less hip hop), whis spirit is a teacher, I think this might be who I saw, I also got visions of womans eyes with feathers around them.
My prefered explaination of who this was is that she was my guardian spirit.
Here is a story my parents told me, I'm not sure if i believe it since some of it in a little hard to believe but...Some time between the ages of 0 and 2 I managed to run away from home at night. My parents went nuts because I dissapeared. I was returned by a woman my parents didn't know. My my tells me she must have been my guardian angel. What I find hard to believe is that:
A) I got out of my crib.
B) I opened the door to leave my house.
C) This strange woman knew where I lived.
I need to ask my parents to tell me this story again and get more details. If it is true that I have a guardian spirit who is female, I am very thankful.
Third Eye - Squeegeed open
At one point during my meditation with my eyes closed I began to focus on my third eye, on my forhead between my eyes. I got surrounded by a golden yellow light coming down from the sky. This was the end of my Lesson so I got up and decided to follow this fluttering, flapping or rsutling sound i had been hearing since i sat down but I never found it. I end up sitting on a rock and did some throat singing like I never did before. I finally achieved hitting two notes simultaniously, it was rather exciting and felt really good to sing to the flour mill area of sudbury.
The journey back home
I came down the hill in the yard of Better Beginnings, I'm not sure what it is exactly, its like a place for kids to do learn how to make art an various other things.
On my way back I saw a bag of chips in a yard and got a craving for some chips! So I stopped at Food Basics to buy some and saw Tanja there, she's a very nice person to talk too I'm happy I got to see her, she suggested I take the creek trail on my way home and that I did.
Back home
I got home and told Kenny, Sol and Josh my tale and then went to my computer to see if I may be fortunate enough to speak with Emily. And I was! :D
I'd still be talking to her now but my connection has been weird so I can't sign onto MSN right now.
I am pretty satisfied with my journey today. As always. Everytime I get an idea on how I can make my next journey alot better. Next time, I want to be in a small pitch black room, I want the least acess to my sense as pissible, and naked, I get hot and sweaty. extract would be a great benefit too, because it sucks to have to smoke so much. I would like the effects to be more immediate, rather than have it spread out so thinly.
Longest blorg... ever.
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| X i M e M i N y ! |
| 04.11.05 (6:10 pm) [edit] |
I'm in a weird place right now, I've been so happy that it makes me sad and that makes me pretty happy in the end :)
I told Eminy I loved her today. Because all these feelings I have are really crazy. I am afraid and I am confident. So many conflicting emotions have left me intoxicated. After she left my home today I felt on top of the world, I danced in the streets and sang to strangers. When I was with her I was kind of sad and afraid. I hated her for loving her so much, I was deeply irritated by the fact that I care so much about her.
She told me to create the ugliest, darkest most evil picture to release these fears and I suppose store them away on a peice of paper. I think tomorrow morning, I'm going to record some noisy music and catch these demons in an mp3.
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| via library |
| 02.07.05 (1:29 pm) [edit] |
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Hey guys, I'm ok, I'm in a library sitting next to my friend sol and a smelly hobo who i hope isn't reading that i just called him a smelly hobo (If he asks I'm going to tell him I was calling sol a smelly hobo which wouldnt be that far from the truth).
I'm without the weeb right and living in a hippy commune so things have been fun and social.
The hobo just sat at another computer, I'm a jerk.
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| Things to do (revision) |
| 01.24.05 (1:08 pm) [edit] |
I want to start a secret society inside the school. I think I'll disguise it as a Philosophy club at first, yes, that should attract the right croud! Seeing how the yoga club is just an excuse for that chick to get a club office for her to hang with her friends, why can't I have an office?
I don't think a name is needed for this but if I must... I'll write whatevers on my head at the time on the form but it won't be important. The clubs advetisements will be hidden and should only attract those who will fit in with what I have in mind...
I wish to start an illuminati type secret society where we shall lay down sever rituals and discuss ideas which are not commonly disscused in public... When you have a really interesting conversation and great ideas come up and everyone in the conversation ends up learning something new, I suggest that the bigger and brighter this group is the bigger and brighter our discoveries may be.
For now, I don't want to lay don't any rules or even begin to think of rituals because I don't plan on becoming the leader of this group, only the founder(the guy who signed the form so we can have an office to hang out in and do out shutff), all decisions will be made in a group. I belive that is a good first rule, after all I gotta have something to explain about this thing.
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| look at me im blogging again. |
| 01.19.05 (3:42 pm) [edit] |
I'm going to start blogging more now cause I tend to ramble on about my thoughts to people over MSN and I'm getting the one word response thing which kinda bothers me, I'm not sure if it's rude or if i'm a pussy. But one thing i am NOT Is a homosexual... Not that there's anything wrong with that!
I made alot of spelling and grammatical eroors on this blog over the years and for that, I oppologize.
I blame Tblog for not adding a spell check... How difficult can it be to add a dictionary, aren't there databases you can link to or some weird interweb thing like that?
While you're at it T.B., add one of those "current music" things like all the hipster blogging sites so I can showoff how hip and obscure my music is like all the hipsters that use said hipster blogs. Not that there's anything wrong with that!
Current music: None
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| was that a MEOW?? |
| 09.08.04 (4:03 pm) [edit] |
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I got home from school today and to my surprise there was a cat standing there on my floor. It just stood there for a moment with big round eyes pointed at me like he was busted for break and enter and then he ran out the window!
I dont wanna feed the thing and I don't think i'm allowed to have a cat here anyway. But I would like to leave my window open for it tomorrow. =]
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| gmail accounts for the leet |
| 09.06.04 (6:11 pm) [edit] |
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ok, heres my dilemma.
I have been graced with the privilege of having a google email account before the general public. you would think that this would mean that my desired user name maksim should be available, right? Wrong!!!
So now im here fucking going crazy trying to think of a username. I'm such an internet geek, it's pathetic, really, I even have a web log! Psssshhh....
Yea, i dunno... maks.head@gmail.com has been on my mind. it expresses the fact i have a head. Also if youre cool enough that i listen to faxed head.
Done and done.
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| Things I want to accomplish in my life. |
| 08.31.04 (7:20 pm) [edit] |
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Here is my to do list.
- Expand mind, Enlightenment.
- Live healthy.
- Live in Ottawa, Montreal, Alberta, Australia, Buddhist Monastery.
- Travel every continent.
- Record, produce and sell albums.
- Play in as many original bands as possible.
- Make films with Sly Vern.
- Make sitcom on CBC with Sly Vern.
- Write a book(s)
- Continue to work with Eric on Life Meandering. Expanding it to graphic novels, a CBC sitcom and eventually a film. Sly Vern will also be involved.
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| poor neglected tblog |
| 08.30.04 (8:53 am) [edit] |
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Ok, I know... I said I would post everyday... So, I forgot!
I'm back updating Life Meandering again, it feels so good to do something productive. Today's comic is about germs... Mmm germs...
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| foiled again |
| 08.23.04 (5:24 pm) [edit] |
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looks like im not responsible enough to go to my parents camp for a few days. plans foiled. real bummer, now im stuck here in sturgeon falls.
I just came here to go to camp and hang out with my friend julie before she left town for school. I do get to hang out with her here... but thats not quite what i wanted. I know i've tried and that me and julie will never be more than friends... I'll always have hope anyway.
What is this emo garbage, you people don't need to read this stuff. From now on, no more drama on this here blog.
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| Back to the Blog |
| 08.22.04 (11:23 pm) [edit] |
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Hello children.
Consider this a new age for this blog. I had gone offline for a long time now and well, i guess you missed out on alot... Crap, uh, well... We'll see about the past later. Let's talk about now, now.
I'm back on AOL after forgetting about it for 5 or so years. AOL is seriously lame but what can i say, i'm online again, right? S'arright.
Life Meandering will be back online as soon as i get productive. Just downloaded the fancy macromedia software package, so i should be getting busy on making a pro looking layout for what I feel shall be Life Meanderings golden age.
Hey, you know what, I'm going back to try and update this thing daily. Whenever I can anyways... just expect alot of blogs to be comming up here. Stay tuned!
P.S. - I'm gonna be camping this week, so dont expect anything from me.
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| GLOB A DDA |
| 04.28.04 (8:44 am) [edit] |
Hey people who read my blog. I've been like a week almost without having a computer and stuff. I've been coming to the old college's computer lab to update life meandering. Eric didn't have a comic this morning. Poo. But the walk here wasn't a waste cause i had to come print resumes out. It's job time.
Hey, I'm missing tbucks!! I don't spend that shit... i had 80 once, now 71. :?
I have a new roomate, her names Lisa. It's been interesting i must say. I've never had a sister or too many good friend girls, I thought this would be my chance to make up for that and learn a thing or two about females. Like that gorilla lady.
I will be living directly in the females habitat. Eating with the subject and interacting with her. The best way to learn about these creatures is to talk to them. They seem to have an obscure concept of conversation but the language is clear. They are emotional and demand alot of attention. Good company for some but it can get to others.
Anyway, I'll keep you informed on the what happenings of my life...
Coming soon: Job searching
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| New era |
| 04.22.04 (8:15 pm) [edit] |
This blog is to be the last blog written... on this lap top of mine. It's the schools right.. anyway thats been written about before.
From now on though, i'm going to be updating my blog from where ever i can. I'll be sure to mark where i am and it should make for interesting post topics.
Not having the internet will be weird, as it has been kind of a vice of mine for a long time. Ahh yes, recolections of discovering porn sites, boring chat room conversations all the people I have talked to whom i've gotten inspiration and knowlege from most importantly the internet has been my source for discovering music. Without the internet.. who knows, Ii might still be listening to nothing but green day and weird Al.
I'm still making as much of a commitment as gosh darn humanly possible to life meandering. I will not abandon my beautiful growing child! I love it so. I often go back on all the comics and laugh at the memories.
Hmm, it's getting emotional and again i cannot stress this enough;
This is NOT a teen angst blog.
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| Betelgeuise! |
| 04.17.04 (12:17 pm) [edit] |
This movie had a big impact on me as a child. I think this is where my dark side stems from.
Thank you Tim Burton.
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