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| dental work |
| 04.26.05 (6:58 pm) [edit] |
Why is it every time I go to the dentist they tell me to brush my teeth a different way?
Today I learned a method of tooth brushing that blew my mind! It's like, not so much brushing but applying your brush to your tooth with bristles touching the rim of your gum and vibrating it gently! I wonder how many people actualy brush their teeth properly? I was still doing the old circle circle circle technique, and now i have a receeding gum on one tooth! I also have a small hole that could become a cavity so i need to get it filled up. Shots in the gum, horray! I wonder if I can request the gas?
I also wonder if dental hygenists are taught to wear alot of mascara...
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| im a pixie too! |
| 04.26.05 (6:38 pm) [edit] |
You're a Pixie!
Pixies are petite, vibrant fairies, full of life and cheer. They live anywhere flowers bloom and delight in song and dance. They are mischievous creatures and play tricks on humans from time to time, but they're harmless and generally mean well.
To take this test yourself go here.
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| I'm a girl! |
| 04.24.05 (9:47 pm) [edit] |
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| dada vs. the renaissance |
| 04.21.05 (6:44 am) [edit] |
Mona's Asphixiation on a Dadaist Defication
91% for taking a dump on the most famous painting in history. :D
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| joy for the webbies |
| 04.20.05 (11:06 pm) [edit] |
It's a late (early) one tonight (this morning) but I have some serious joy to spread over the internet at this moment.
I spent my frist 4/20 without smoking pot in 7-8 years and I would have to say it was the best 4/20 in my life. Had my final exam in computer graphics, went pretty well, good points are deserved i believe. But that isn't close to why i'm so happy, I also had a full night of live music feturing the local bands the statues and varge a few bands from the west coast, the doers and run chico run and a band from toronto called a northern chorus, I kinda tired so I wont review them all like i planned to but I will say that run chico run is one of the coolest bands I have ever seen, varge playing a wicked performance themselves.
But the two things that made me extreemly happy in order of appearance, my art history teacher gave me an A on my dada vs. the renaissance project, even made a remix of my art to put my grade on it. To top all this happyness off, Emily wrote a super sweet blog about how much she loves me tonight and I can't wait to see her tomorrow so I can give her the biggest kiss of her life!
Stay tuned, I'll review the bands I saw today and post my dada project for you guys tomorrow, now I sleep im fugging tieyurd!
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| whatsyosiiiign baby? |
| 04.19.05 (6:25 am) [edit] |
I put white hot chocolate in my coffee this morning,I recommend it for it is a whitener AND a sweetener in one!
Thanks Emily :P
Happy Garlic day, everyone!
Daily Overview for April 19, 2005
Provided by Astrology.com Daily Extended Forecast
Quickie:
You've got skills you can use to help out a needy pal. Do so at once.
Overview:
Here's the good news: You'll be so focused on one particular person for the next month that nothing else will seem to matter much. The bad news? There isn't any -- they'll be feeling the same way.
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| Top 35 albums |
| 04.18.05 (6:36 pm) [edit] |
Mark Prindle is collecting his readers 73 favorite albums to compile a top 100 list of his readers favorites. Seeing how I'm a big fan of his writing, sometimes, and his opinions, sometimes, so I wanted to throw in my list. Problem was I couldn't think of 73 albums I thought worth of being called favorites. I came up with 35, here they are!
Aphex Twin - Richard D. James Album
Bloodhound Gang - One Fierce Beer Coaster
Devo - Q: Are We Not Men? A: We Are Devo!
Elfman, Danny - Beetlejuice
Explosions In The Sky - The Earth Is Not A Cold Dead Place
Faith No More - Angel Dust
Faith No More - King For A Day, Fool For A Life Time
Fantomas - Fantomas
Faxed Head - Chiropractic
Faxed Head - Exhumed at Birth
Fishbone - The Psychotic Friends Nuttwerx
Green Jelly - Cereal Killer Soundtrack
Hella - The Devil Isn't Red
Herrmann, Bernard - The Day The Earth Stood Still
Lighting Bolt - Wonderful Rainbow
Locust - Flight Of The Wounded Locust
Locust- Plague Soundscapes
MC Chris - Knowing Is Half The Hassle
Mr. Bungle - Mr. Bungle
Mr. Bungle - Disco Volante
Mr. Bungle - California
Primus - Tales From The Punch Bowl
Radiohead - Kid A
Renaldo And The Loaf - Elbow Is Taboo
Residents - Mark Of The Mole
Secret Chiefs 3- The First Grand Constitution And Bylaws
Secret Chiefs 3- The Second Grand Constitution And Bylaws
Secret Chiefs 3 - Book M
Secret Chiefs 3 - Book Of Horizons
Sleepytime Gorilla Museum - Of Natural History
Tomahawk - Tomahawk
Tom Waits - Rain Dogs
Tool - Ænima
Trevor Dunn's Trio Convulsant - Sister Phantom Owl Fish
Ween - Pure Guava
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| Why not, Max? |
| 04.18.05 (10:33 am) [edit] |
A couple months ago, I decided I didn't want to smoke pot anymore. I realised that it consumed too much of my life and my life consumed too much of it. Pot is a wonderful gift mother nature gave us, it's a fantastic medecin. Drugs in general are a wonderful tool we have for opening up our consiousness as well as a social lubricant, I regard them as being sacred, some more than others. I felt I needed to leave canabis for a while in order to grow up.
Since I was 13, I have been a habitual user of canabis. For long periods of time I smoked it every day, several times a day. At school, at home and with friends. I had no friends that didn't smoke pot and I hung out with some people that I didn't really like just so I could get high. Dave Chappelle said it best when he said he found himself hanging out with Klan members so he could smoke some weed. I don't think I startyed for the wrong reasons, I just wanted to know what it was like to have a different brain. I wasa smart kid, i'd say but those who I were hanging out with probably didn't smoke it for the same reasons so I got caught up in making as far away from sobriety as possible.
I felt like I needed weed to keep myself sane. I don't know why, I guess I just wasn't comfortable with my crazy brain. I like my brain now and I don't feel like escaping it, I need to use it for its full capacity. I hope it's not too late.
Weed itself doesn't make you stupid and unmotivated, you do that to yourself by giving in and wanting nothing but getting high. Thankfully, I have more interests in life. To those out there who have nothing but marijuana and would like an alternative, the key is get a hobbie! You just need to focus and apply yourself to something more constructive.
I'm not tottaly sure I quit weed for ever. I would like weed to become a sacred ritual, this is how i feel about mushrooms and salvia, which I would never take advantage of because I feel they are powerful tools with alot to teach me. The weed has taught me some things, allowed me to think about things in a different way, like getting a second opinion from yourself. I think i have smoked enough weed to be able to do that by myself now so I don't need it.
I do miss the social aspects of weed. How it brought good friends together, I wish I were comfortable with smoking weed so I could smoke a joint with Emily. As much as I know that would be a great experience, I still need to live weedless for a bit because I still feel like i'm under the weed spell. But don't worry Emily, well get high together one day even though I feel kinda stupid about it right now. So many people out there smoking weed for the wrong reasons wondering why it isn't legal.
It's because nobody wants a whole world of lazy wastes of skin like you!
I hope this answers your question. I don't really have a one line answer for this. Bascially, I want to see what life is like without it and I want to make it a sacred ritual to share with friends.
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| Todays lesson |
| 04.15.05 (6:37 pm) [edit] |
I went on a journey today, a journey with a friend called salvia divinorum.
I couldn't help but to be overwellmed by religious and/or spiritual visions and lessons.
I started off my journey by packing a banana, figs and some water and walked where ever my instinct carried me. Which led me to a hill by Kathleen street where i ended up sitting on rock. I sat down and meditated to become familiar with my surroundings. A few crows were around KAWing and stuff. While I had my eyes closed I heard a rustling so I opened them and saw a bunny running along! I will look into the sybolic significance of rabbits later but I assumed it was a sign of good luck, even though his feet were still attatched and not on keychains. After meditating to the point where i was nice and relaxed I stared to smoke my salvia, it was kind of complicated due to the wind and my bowl being small. I puffed and puffed away, waiting between bowls to feel the effects and in walked my teacher...
The truth is right in front of you! And other miscellanious visions
The most important lesson, I descided to stop studying religious ideas and texts put forth from those of the past. I was told by my thoughts to start studying the world around me to find out the secrets about life that bother me. Sure some have put more thought into it and have written down their findings. I think it's a good idea, perhaps this is just something I should do for now, ideas I have put inside my mind are clouding things which are right infront of my eyes.
The image of the illuminatis all seeing eye popped into my head. And I thought of the pyramids of egypt and the possibility of god manifesting himself over the greatest pyramid in the near future. But i'm not putting too much thought into that as it involves the idea the god is this one being that will one day reveal itself. I may have stated this in an earlier journal but for reference, I don't like beliefs and holding on to them very much and am sad that so many people limit their ideas to one single book when there are so many ideas out there, let alone what we have around us.
I was being watched
I also had a vision of a woman sitting down watching me. I wish I had a better way of describing her than she looked like the virgin mary. I don't know what she really looked like. I don't know if she existed... I was told that salvia is inhabited by a spirit(kinda like that How High movie but less hip hop), whis spirit is a teacher, I think this might be who I saw, I also got visions of womans eyes with feathers around them.
My prefered explaination of who this was is that she was my guardian spirit.
Here is a story my parents told me, I'm not sure if i believe it since some of it in a little hard to believe but...Some time between the ages of 0 and 2 I managed to run away from home at night. My parents went nuts because I dissapeared. I was returned by a woman my parents didn't know. My my tells me she must have been my guardian angel. What I find hard to believe is that:
A) I got out of my crib.
B) I opened the door to leave my house.
C) This strange woman knew where I lived.
I need to ask my parents to tell me this story again and get more details. If it is true that I have a guardian spirit who is female, I am very thankful.
Third Eye - Squeegeed open
At one point during my meditation with my eyes closed I began to focus on my third eye, on my forhead between my eyes. I got surrounded by a golden yellow light coming down from the sky. This was the end of my Lesson so I got up and decided to follow this fluttering, flapping or rsutling sound i had been hearing since i sat down but I never found it. I end up sitting on a rock and did some throat singing like I never did before. I finally achieved hitting two notes simultaniously, it was rather exciting and felt really good to sing to the flour mill area of sudbury.
The journey back home
I came down the hill in the yard of Better Beginnings, I'm not sure what it is exactly, its like a place for kids to do learn how to make art an various other things.
On my way back I saw a bag of chips in a yard and got a craving for some chips! So I stopped at Food Basics to buy some and saw Tanja there, she's a very nice person to talk too I'm happy I got to see her, she suggested I take the creek trail on my way home and that I did.
Back home
I got home and told Kenny, Sol and Josh my tale and then went to my computer to see if I may be fortunate enough to speak with Emily. And I was! :D
I'd still be talking to her now but my connection has been weird so I can't sign onto MSN right now.
I am pretty satisfied with my journey today. As always. Everytime I get an idea on how I can make my next journey alot better. Next time, I want to be in a small pitch black room, I want the least acess to my sense as pissible, and naked, I get hot and sweaty. extract would be a great benefit too, because it sucks to have to smoke so much. I would like the effects to be more immediate, rather than have it spread out so thinly.
Longest blorg... ever.
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| X i M e M i N y ! |
| 04.11.05 (6:10 pm) [edit] |
I'm in a weird place right now, I've been so happy that it makes me sad and that makes me pretty happy in the end :)
I told Eminy I loved her today. Because all these feelings I have are really crazy. I am afraid and I am confident. So many conflicting emotions have left me intoxicated. After she left my home today I felt on top of the world, I danced in the streets and sang to strangers. When I was with her I was kind of sad and afraid. I hated her for loving her so much, I was deeply irritated by the fact that I care so much about her.
She told me to create the ugliest, darkest most evil picture to release these fears and I suppose store them away on a peice of paper. I think tomorrow morning, I'm going to record some noisy music and catch these demons in an mp3.
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